Thank you, for being the best first girlfriend I could have ever asked for. The next thing we knew he managed to get in the lead and just in the nick of time because he crossed the finish line within the next few strokes. I crossed my arms over my eyes letting out a deep sigh, how stupid could I get really, trying to get back at Mingyu by sleeping with someone else would only result in me hurting myself. You were pouting at him when he came to, camera still delicately cradled in both your palms with the bright blue menu screen reflecting in your pleading eyes. Once the other team was back in the locker room the students rushed onto the field. I managed to remain emotionless as I passed people on the sidewalk and in the cars. You just growl in response.
Where one word can make someone end their life. Our professor let us out ten minutes passed time, so everyone was rushing to put their things away and leave the last class of the day. That voice belongs to your boyfriend, Yoongi. Once it was passed to him he took off as fast as his feet could take him. His hands locked on my hips pulling me until I was against his chest, he then brought his lips to mine hungry like a wolf. Once I got outside I walked down the street back towards my apartment taking a deep breath in of the fresh air. Fifteen minutes into the show, the doorbell rang and your sprang up from your seat.
The tears, the pain, the heartache. After telling Jungkook to come and follow you to the living room, where you could play some games and watch any films he wanted to watch. I opened the front door to the overwhelming stench of weed and alcohol. I was more of a mess now than I was before I took a shower. As soon as I was inside I changed into a sleep shirt before taking a blanket from my room and curling up on the couch watching one of the new movies on Netflix, which turned into two movies which turned into three. Was all you said before that a lie? I sighed assuming it was one of my drunken neighbors, I paused the movie before tossing the blanket off before walking to my front door. I silently left my apartment heading towards the café to pick us up something for breakfast much like he had the night I was too drunk to process.
I then walked back into my room and climbed under the covers and tried to ignore the thoughts that danced around my mind. You come up with nothing. I then walked into my room and opened the drawer on my nightside table open and took out my journal. I laid there for a while with my eyes shut, but the longer I waited for the sleep to hit me, the more awake I started to feel. I could feel every square inch of my body melting into his. Well if you ever want to know, I have videos. I flung myself next to the dirty toilet before heaving everything I had within the last few hours into the water below.
I sighed tossing my dress and heels in the trash, swearing to never wear them again, before going into my room to change into something more appropriate for the day. The taste of his lips still fresh in my mind. Jungkook with his charming personality, alongside his panty dropping smile. He told me I was the only girl he was seeing at the moment, but that must have been three days ago because he was basically making out in the middle of a public area. The house was eerily empty as oppose to the other day. I watched as they carried him towards the locker room before heading back to my apartment. I squinted as I walked down the hall looking into each room until I found the bathroom.
Before you even understood what he said, Yoongi got off the bed and left the room. I whispered all my uncertainties out into the universe, deciding it was okay if I let the stars carry the weight of my worries for a while. Every guy on campus wanted to be Jeon Jungkook, the most irresistible guy on campus. I hopped on my feet watching as he got neck and neck with the person in the front. I sighed sitting up before opening my window and leaning outside, the crisp, cold air causing goosebumps to rise on my skin.
I slipped into the smallest and tightest dress I had in my closet, the tallest high heels and slapped a pound of make up on to hide what was underneath. The two of you had had your fair share of being lost and without a clue of what to do. I sat there for hours, just letting the tears fall, ignoring the ringing of my phone and the sun that was slowly going down over the town. I finally understood the hype of watching Jungkook in these events and why they call him the golden boy. Once I get home I decide to change into a pair of high waisted jeans and a cute sweater an outfit that will both keep me warm and look cute.
You opened the door wider to let him come inside, and you shut the door as he walked into the kitchen. You nodded your head, gulping down your sobs. He could get anyone to do anything with just the wink of his eye. I continued drinking and dancing until there was nothing let in my cup and I was way passed tipsy. I groaned falling back against the bed staring at the ceiling that was filled with those glow in the dark stars. It was almost as if he was shining, like a star in the night sky.